Sunday, March 15
I need an attitude adjustment.
it's not just plain attitude..
it's EVERYTHING.
my jealousy problem, my randomly-pissed-at-people problem..
well, then there's my having-problems-dealing-with-problems problem..
my jealousy problem is like killing me..
i get jealous at just about anything..
it's that feeling that people have what i don't have..
but i don't think of what they don't have that i have,
neither do i think of how to let myself have what they have also.
i just let the feeling rot and fester inside of me.
i don't exactly hate them or myself..
it's just this nasty feeling inside of me.
oh hell it's driving me NUTS.
it's like totally eating me away from the inside..
ok..
now i just sound like ruth.
haha
my randomly-pissed-at-people problem is most probably PMS.
or else that person is really in the wrong.
ohyea.
as if my problems weren't enough,
now there's the problems-dealing-with-problems problem.
i think there're too many problems..
i'm showing too much emotions!
or rather i'm showing emotions that i CANNOT show.
oh truck, what's life without problems?
p.s. BITCH, cant you just get what i mean? i seriously don't know how you manage to turn anything into another different thing,
laughed at 11:45:00 PM