Wednesday, April 22
you see, the thing with me and blogging is that i always make up my mind what i want to blog about in my everyday life, yet whenever i sit down in front of the computer, nth comes to me.
so i'm just coming up with like random comments and random updates..
haha the days left to our mid years are lesser and lesser..
i can feel the ultimate stress already la..
and some people are not making it feel better by igniting trains of thoughts in my head.
actually i think it's more of my fault, but it's still better to blame someone else about it HAHA.
anw ytd was like bnjs free cone day..
it was like my first time eating bnjs..
not bad leh!!
just too bad 1 scoop is not enough..
we were supposed to go out tgt..
like "choir people",
just that it really dint make any sense since the "choir people" that i'd rather go out with are not really there.
so in the end we just split up, cuz well we had different ways to go.
my and amelia went to the cathay!
yup, it was just me and her, noone else!
but it was still fun all the same LOLS.
we were busy scathing at those polkadot girls.
and thn eating our cones, and all kinds of stuffs..
anw in the end nicole, zhengyang, merwyn AND william came aft that.
quite a weird ADDITION i know but oh well..
we're nice people.
and we watched 17 agn.
well movies lift my spirits in general so i was a little bit happier aft the show..
thn well we all went home.
and i went to buy this nice lunchbox for my sis sincce my mom says i havent bought her a present from last year.
10bucks leh!
she'd better not lose it.
well that day was quite happy..
cuz there wasnt many irritating people ard
SMILES.
ohya..
i think i have many superficial friends surrounding me.
note i still call them friends.
but they are superficial friends..
therefore, the friendship that i put in is also superficial cuz theirs is too.
but it's still a friendship!
too bad, this world's full of so many superficial stuffs anw..
just hope that someone could just come down and make everyone's heart pure all over again.
btw, as i have said before, i'm going to say it again..
i think i'm turning evil.
i mean my thinking is not so pure anymore..
there's like so many evil thoughts going through my head and so many evil things i say everyday.
that doesnt include suanning people of course..
i mean like even the nicest comments of all could be evil because of the reason behind the comment.
haiz, i remenicize the days where i used to quicken my steps when the green man was flashing,
or when daydreaming in class made me feel guilty,
or even when i used to ENJOY homework! as in really enjoy..
i remember how i used to love doing the maths papers and english paper.
ohya anw, i dno if i should take bio nxt yr!
i know it's sort of crazy since i dun take bio this year..
but it's possible to offer bio even if i dun take iit this year!
and the only h3 subject i would actually be interested in taking is bio, which even though is effing chim and i know i'm not really good at managing my studies know, but it'll definitely help in my university application..
but i've always ewabted to be a physics student since there're so many other courses you can take with physics.
and it's like the most common subject combination.
on the other hand, there's also no job that i want to take that requires biology..
i mean like i could take physics and bio, but all i'll ever be is a nurse?
that sucks.
i mean i see like nurses on 963 every morning.
they look like they have a boring job.
those poor little creatures.
HELP!
laughed at 8:41:00 PM