Thursday, May 6
the more i think of it the more sad i become..
i thought that if i put it down for one day i'd probably get better..
seems like i was wrong.
then i realised how stupid i have been for the past years.
why did i push myself into the oven?
i shldnt have been so nice since i now have nothing in return..
how naive i was then, thinking that reality was like the drama serials,
when all the good people get into good endings..
turns out good people are the stupid ones.
now i know.
i try to be unnice, but fail terribly.
things i do nice are usually taken in to the wrong context and those bastards just think that they can play me anyhow they like.
go on,
you selfish people just go on ur selfish ways.
people who only take action when something happens.
sadly, that's almost everyone,
leaving me with noone left to talk to.
i'll just salvage myself.
how wasted.
laughed at 5:34:00 PM