Friday, October 1
aish!
it's just so sian nowadays. i think my pms is coming along. or maybe i'm just suay haha. my parents say i cant go to uk! cus i'm going for some weird operation that costs twice the uk trip. it was the highlight of my holidays, and though everyone was quite sian abt it and so many ppl backed out, i was still damn hell excited tho the ppl who are going i dno! i just really liked the places that we were going to. PLUS THE MUSICAL! thus i am thoroughly devastated. so devastated that my results dont FEEL anything to me. i'm quite disappointed with them and i feel guilty for not feeling anything for them, but i guess it's not like can change my feelings like all the different paos. and i dint sign up for the stupid law internship thingy cus it'd clash with the uk trip, but now, everything's over. and guess what? it was actually okay to sign up for the asshole shit thingy AND the uk trip at the same time! my holidays are screwed. dont think anything can happen to make it better. okay i better stop now, i'm welling up.
anw it's becoming increasingly difficult to blog cause suddenly, blogging in my phone turns up in CAPS LETTERS! okay i guess i'm taking my dataplan for granted.. i'm really lovin it yknw! but the phone is also becoming increasingly lag. OOH! i must take care of it until the end of 2yrs!
and then there's my weight! omona. dont get me started. it's like climbing ranks like mad! i'm trying to run as much as i can, but my gp tuition teacher doesnt help by giving us food after 8pm!!!! 2wks ago it was pasta mania. 1 BOX PER PERSON! and yes, it was aft 8pm. the worst thing is EVERYONE started eating yknw!! i was so embarassed to NOT EAT that i downed it as well. then last wk it was pizza. not pizza hut's pizza yknw! it was like some atas pizza british pizza(i think)! it was dang hell good but also damn hell deadly! and then just ytd, it was creme broule. is it the right spelling? aiya but anw, there was originally 2 for each person i think, then she saw that we cldnt finish so she brought the rest home. IT WAS ATAS TTM LA! tho i have never eaten one before, i could taste that that desert was REALLY good. zzz it's so emotionally demoralising..
and JYJ and 2pm+2am+missA are coming to town!!!! omg i am damn hell excited. i dont think i'll buy the most expensive ticket for JYJ alr. since there're only 100, and it'll probably be like WWIII, and by getting 3 of their autographs and handshakes........ ah well, it's just NOT dbsk. thus the cost outweighs the benefits and i guess the max i'll buy is probably the 2nd most expensive one, to hear them live(i have a feeling they've deproved. and yes, that's coming from ME somemore) and to watch them a little bit more closer.. OOH MY JUNSU+YOOCHUN! and i am SO buying the 2pm+2am+missA one. it's at fortcanning park, and the most most important thing is, IT LASTS FOR 7 HOURS!!! omg it's 7 hrs of madness man.. though it'll probably be like free-standing and i knw i'll probably scream till i faint, I WANT TO GO. i think it feels so much more worth it that the kpop night ZZZ.
p.s. i just borrowed a super awesome baking book! but i cant put it into action until my bro's psle is over. i think it's quite awesome cus aft u bake it u can have it for lunch or whatever haha. ANYBODY'S HSE CAN BAKE /WNA BAKE?! we can do it on monday aft sch and i can countdown my birthday with you! <3
laughed at 5:53:00 PM