Wednesday, April 20
havent blogged in thousands of years.
i am going to change my blogskin btw. maybe tonight? well i need to reward myself with SOMETHING.
anw i had an interview with a special someone. it goes like this:
Me: So why the sudden impulse to blog?
Germaine: well, it's hard to put a finger on it...... i guess there are so many things that are rants but not fit for fb OR twitter and i just HAVE to tell someone.
M: Who might be that special someone?
G: It's more of sometwo, somethree and somefour....... okay Someone is just really selfish. yknw i've tried to think of it in a positive light, but it's just so hard! it's just one of those rls where you start to know ppl when you really start to KNOW them? it's just lame la.
M: What do you specifically mean by selfish? I mean, it cant be THAT bad right?
G: Well, that's what i thought but these selfish acts didnt happen only once. and i'm not sure if i'm the only one thinking that way. i guess different people have different priorities, but i'm trying to be nice here by giving up on stuffs also? in short, you do not do things that you do not want people to do to you? i try not to let it affect me because what my friends are does not make them less a kind person and i should not be the one who's judging them. As in like, i should treat my friends how i would want them to treat me regardless of how they treat me! but it's just difficult.
M: Okay how about your "Sometwo"? *rolls eyes*
G: well okay there's this programme that i want to join, as in DEARLY INERESTED IN, but has limted vacancies. and well, 1000 people signed up for it, and in the end there are people who get in when they just did it for portfolio. it's ffreaking irritating.
M: Ooooh touchy subject! Okay let's move on. Somethree?
G: well next is to all the people out there who are OVER-ACHIEVING or are doing very well like all of a sudden cus you seem to have all the time in the world to study. BITCHES! get out of my life! DO YOU ACTUALLY KNOW HOW DEPRESSED/SUICIDAL I FEEL?! i think i want to go and volunteer in Japan. (i know it's not exactly your fault. i'm just trying to findsomeone to blame) and dont forget!!! WE COMMONERS ARE EXSISTENT FOR YOUR GENIUSITY!!
M: wohh chillax manz. i'm guessing that when you're ranting about things like these you probably have nothing much left right?
G: ah well the last one is not really about people. it's just about my stress level...... well, stopping syc for just one week, i think i've lost an outlet to destress. but stopping it for one week also made me realise how much work i have to do in order to just catch up and i've just been procrastinating the whole time. I mean it's just so difficult to keep a po-
M: OKAY! Thanks yous for your times Miss Not-Fair! Hope that you live a wonderful life ahead of you.
*scurrie away*
as you can see, she's really quite the talker huh.
ps 7-11's waffle SARKS BIG TIME.
laughed at 10:59:00 PM