Saturday, September 24
the thing about fairweather friends is that it is always very easy to know who they are. it's not that they are superficial bitches (boys and women alike), but that yknw they probably just dont think that you are that close a friend to them. that's natural cus everyone ranks. what's wrong is when ur rankings of each other dont match up somewhere close, then well someone has got to compromise. okay i dont mean that yknw, i can only give as much in a rls as much as i receive, but it's also for the other person and the opp cost. it's like someone whom u're on good terms with who suddenly wants to spend everyday with you. not that you dont want to be on super good terms with them, but that u just click better with other friends. not that i'm speaking from experience tho. i'm not that in demand HAHA. i just dont want my friend to feel like that. and can you imagine putting lots of time and emotions into a relationship with someone that cannot really be bothered anw, when you cld have spent more meaningful time with someone whom actually feels good from the effort that you put into a relationship?
so i have this friend, (i knw it's really irritating when ppl say it's a "friend" when it's really just THAT person? dont wry, this is really a friend. no i take that back. besides the fact that it's not a friend anymore, it's also a stupid friend, and both of them are independent variables) and how can i say this.... she's really dense. she thinks she's really close to this other friend, and the feelings are mutual, but the thing that it's not! and yknw sometimes u can see like if personA looks like she generally enjoys spending more time with personB more than you, personA and you shouldnt be the bestest buddies. and it's obvious like no tomorrow. this other friend also admitted and she is not doing any leading on or wdv either! but this friend of mine just has no frikkin idea, so it looks like she's just thick-skinned. the thing is, she just has a thick skull.
spent the whoooole day in front of the computer and catching up on my vids or wdv but i dont even know if i had fun or not!!!
and everyone is getting their prom dress this wkend. i hate this peer pressure shit. what if i have not enough time aft Alevels?!! :O
ps, really like kevjumba's new vid! i think it really shows who he is and how difficult it is for bigger shot utubers like him.
laughed at 10:32:00 PM