Monday, November 28
so that's all folks!
The physics paper has marked the end of my jc and rv life. Towards the end of the paper i changed my wrong answer to the correct one and to the wrong one again. I dont what is this feeling, so sudden, and new, but the fact that i changed my changed right answer back to the wrong one left me shaking. Shaking with ____________. I dont even know how to describe it. After the paper ended i dont know why, but i put on my all-too familiar smile and pretended that everything was alright. How could this happen to me? I've made my mistakes, got nowhere to run. And all i can do is to pay the price. But ohwell i calmed myself down and brought myself right back on track. So after all the hooha we (pinning, ziyi&weehan) went to have some icecream. It's going to be my only sinful food all the way till prom. And i ate ice-cream flavoured icecream. Omg someone just kill me already! No. That cannot happen. I cannot die so young and especially not when i've just finished alvls. So mortality will have to wait for a more unbearable period, which i hope will never arrive. But oh my dad and jiarong were sweet enough to send me a 'congrats for finishing alvls' msg! :D
So what shld i do after alvls? Well, thr's many things i want to learn!
Things to learn:
1. Yoga
2. Piano (again)
3. Cake-decorating (aft watching Cake Boss, this is gna be so cool man! But my mum says that thr's no use decorating when i cant even bake. So i said i wanted to learn baking and then she said that thr's no use learning how to bake when thr's no oven at home. So basically she just doesnt want me to step into her territory.
Well those are the more feasible things to learn. I guess i cant learn them all huh!
Places to go:
1. USS (omg i so hope i have enough money for this!!!)
2. Sentosa (CONFIRM PLUS STAMP PLUS CHOP)
3. Wild Wild Wet (contrary to fellow cynical Singaporeans, it's actually a really fun place to be! If u're with the right company, that is)
4. Go and ddr (when i watched Tintin the othr day at Kallang Leisure Park we went to the arcade for awhile before the movie started since thr wasnt anything else to do for leisure! Ang omg i ttly had fun on the machine, ttly not caring how people wld analyse you while you bounce up and down that platform)
Things to get:
1. Ipad. (omg this is ttly toptoptoptop of my list! My determination is so strong that i've even start searching for ipad covers. Yes, berate me all you want. I've fallen into the spells of the poisonous Apple)
2. Headphones (yknw those huge ones? Yeah it looks really cool so I'M GETTING IT)
3. A cap/hat/beanie (i cant wear my sister's weird French artist hat forever cause it doesnt look good on everything and jiarong's snow hat for every occasion! I need to get a really cool yet non-rugged one. And maybe a red beanie also! :D)
4. Nerd specs. (Yes those that dont even have the glasses. Just the frame)
5. Disney Princess films (cus for once, i'm gna make my sister a birthday present)
6. Ikea stuffs. (one year into living at block 155, my room still looks -.-)
yes, so accounting for all the things that the greedy me wants to get, i'll need financial support! Does the government cover areas like these? There ought to be a scheme for people like us yknw! WISH: noneedto(W)orkalsocanhave(I)ncome(S)upplementforthe(H)opefuls yes when i'm King of the World i'll do just that.
But very unfortunately, i'm not quite there yet. So yes, i have to work: something London probably hasnt even heard of.
Places to work:
1. At a bank (prefable Standard Chartered? But frankly i'm perfectly fine working at any bank. I've done service and sales before so what's left is admin. But i dont wna do those type of laupok-nobrainer admin. Maybe something worth learning? But the thing about jobs like these is that they're hard to find good-paying short-term plus part time jobs! Additionally, to get a job at a bank i need CONNECTIONS. Or like what our good ol' friend kwanyew likes to call it, GuanXi. But hell, i'd take any job that pays, seriously. All for the sake of my pad that i aint gna use once and dispose, or only use it once a mth. It's gna be my soulmate i'm telling you)
2. Tuition (HA! I believe a job like that can be quite well-paying if you can find enough clients plus the working hours are quite flexible as well! The money from here i hope can make up the bulk of my financial help for my pad, since the employment opportunities for the above job are scarce)
3. Part time wkend jobs (these are sales jobs, like fairs and all that. They can pay quite alot, like up to 7 per hr? And it's good excercise for my legs, standing the whole day. Plus the money from here will support my kbox expenditures i guess)
whew that's alot to do now that alvls have ended! Ironically my to-do list is even longer than it was for alvls preparations when itheoratically it's supposed to be the othr way round! But then agn nth ever EVER happens according to the 'so-called' theory huh!
laughed at 5:20:00 PM