Friday, February 24
today i'm going (more like rushing) down to weisin's (or rather my dad's) workplace to give her a belated bday surprise! Muahah i love how i can talk abt it openly here cos she doesnt see my blog TEEHEE. It's abit exciting, tho expensive, but i cant wait!! :D
feels like how i was on my way to surprise amelia at her workplace, but that surprise failed cos i think #1 she was too shagged to be shocked, and #2, i didnt say "SURPRISE!!!" really loudly.... Okay today i will just in case she doesnt know ;)
so the thing of my life, okay it's more like the utter lack of it. Besides work i really dont do anything else. (ok in a way that's really really good cos i REALLY need my money... But anw, yes i have syc. Practices are going real good, as in i actually like going to practise, as opposed to a completely stagnant practise. But the outings aft prac are really going down the slope i swear. I hope this is a temporary thing. Idk, it just doesnt excite me anymore! Maybe it's cos we dont really have much to talk abt in the first place since thr're so many of us. But anw! I've decided that i'm gna be a loving person like i used to be ;)
seriously, school and 'society' has hardened me. Idk if i can do it, but i want to be a better person! Yknw they say, to receive a little, sometimes we have to give a little. I shldnt mind if i dont receive anything but i shld give all the same. Yes, i will try to teach myself that lesson. I think i will become happier.
That aside, even though i dont need massive upload of fb pictures to show like i have SOME FORM of life, i need to ask my friends out alr. Cannot be so passive and wait for them cos it will never happen. Like what weisin tweets, some ppl dont have the initiative or cannot be bothered. Yay i'm gna try to be a protagonist of my own life!
Ahh nah i'm just gna make myself happier by making others happy like a used to. Cheers to a more peaceful life!
laughed at 8:11:00 AM