Thursday, June 14
Okay this is the second last day of work.
and i gotta admit, i'm excited.
i really cant wait for work to end. i've had enough of this working life.
AND MY MENSE FINALLY CAME!!!
i swear having menses is quite irritating. firstly, it's so freaking difficult to predict when it's coming! ok i mean i know 大概大概 when it's gonna come. but sometimes when u're out the whole day, u need the exact time cos i dont wna stain nor WASTE A PAD. it's actually quite expensive to be a woman. clothes (speaking of clothes, it's like there is more social pressure for girls to dress than guys. for guys it's like. shirt, and bottom. for girls..... omg there're so many options that u cannot also say that there are no clothes for you to wear) ok then some ppl go for makeup. and then ok i look at some ppl, and they have facial, spa, hair, ACCESSORIES. omg there's just so much to do!!! and then there are the PADS. women are really ahh high maintenance. so sometimes i'd rather the it just comes when i remember that it's coming. cannot really stand this type of anticipation.
ok enough women(se) talk HAHAH I LOVE MY PUNS.
so today's a thursday.
funny how i cant remember what i did last wk. it's like it passed without even me noticing! (LIKE THE PAST HALF YEAR)
ok last saturday i went for jitterbugs open house. tried Luigi Jazz (tb[really]h, i dont like it. boring + tiring), House (OMG I LOVED THIS) and lyrical jazz! the lyrical jazz teacher was really damn funny and he's supposed to be very good as well but i cant do all those twirls for shit so, i didnt really do a good job. so this teacher is called nicholas? and our grrl power teacher is called zelia? I SO WANT THEM TO BE TOGETHER. according to nicole it's a cougar relationship but i think max 5 yrs only and I THINK THEY LOOK REALLY GOOD TOGETHER!!! it's like my drama serial come true! sometimes it's quite heartening to see things like this happen, like it is not that impossible after all.
sunday, i went to the doctor. i dont know how, that's what happened for the whole day.
monday work. tuesday work + dance. wednesday work. thursday company bbq. friday work + i'm treating my fam to dinner? they'd better not burn a hole in my pocket. saturday's gna be really happening cos syc's celebrating zhenwei's birthday and we're gonna end so late that we decided to stay over at kennard's house since everything's gna happpen in the east. ok saturday is going to burn a hole in my pocket so big that all my clothes will disintegrate -.-
so the next day is sunday, then it'll be my first time meeting gefang ppl after so long. cos we're meeting up to sing backup for zhiyang's comeback. actually abit -.-||| cos we thought singing in his comeback we will get our own songs. i actually think he purposely one. cos all the while working with him right, is he direct us, we get our own songs and usually make up the whole performance, then he will come in with one of his own songs? this time he said that we join him for a show AND OF COURSE WE'D THINK IT'S LIKE THE PERFORMANCES WE'VE ALWAYS DONE. but he just happened tto leave that out........ haha ok la i'm ok with singing harmony cos it's like singing for choir! but that's only if the rest of the people are putting in an effort to make it work...... well after doing the medley the other time.. idk la. just feel abit bad + ummm-okayyy for the others who expected a solo and wants a solo? ohwell.
then!
monday ipl + lunch with dad + surprise jeanette + KBOX WITH AMELIA!!!
tuesday huiyee's gna lend me her bb to try it out + dance at night
weds going out and back to school for awhile
thursday lunch with liting
friday i may want to go kbox alone. cos idk. cant find anyone to go with me? or maybe i'll watch a movie.
see! actually my after work life is quite happening. but i am not happy. why? this is stupid. what i've got is not what i need. that's why i say that thing about lookingat what u have in life is bullshit. now that i see that what i have is actually nothing. thanks, but it has made me feel worse. i need an attitude adjustment. but i cant do that just by saying i need an attitude adjustment. i find it really difficult to lie to myself and tell myself that it's ok, or that something's good. i need AN ATTITUDE ADJUSTMENT!!! #AP
laughed at 2:27:00 PM