Wednesday, October 10
"Actually no, my status/tweet wasnt aimed at you, but hey, if the shoe fits, feel free to wear it."
Actually came across this damn long and saved it somewhere but it's still damn in the... hmm... funny way.
It's 2am and if i werent getting ready to sleep i know i should be studying Fourier but i'm blogging. Anything goes~ nvm today i'll give myself a break.
Just came back from 2 hours of singnstrum followed right after by 2 hours of jam band. It actually didnt sound that bad, but it's cos of that that i'm worried for tmr's performance. Past experience has told me that it's always better for the last prac before performance to be shitty. Because somehow the actual thing will be damn good. Well, i can only hope.
Jamband and sns are okay. Sns is abit awkward but i guess this means that it cannot get any worse right? The boys in jamband are fine, quite nice. Weird that i call them boys because i suddenly realised that they're all at least 2 years older...
I have alot of things to get off my chest these days, but i cant. Firstly i will be killing myself if i were to say it, secondly it's not right to say, and thirdly it's just not nice to add on to other's burden.
Sorry nicole, i dont want to rush out my dedicated post to you. I've really no time to sit down and do it SORREH. Really love those friends that love me for who i am. Not because i say funny stuffs, or appear happy so that they are happy, or just so that they have someone close to come back to, orhave sucky grades so theirs will look better next to mine, or the worst: THINK THAT I SUPER HAVE A LIFE AND DONT INCLUDE ME IN STUFFS. (It's not that i'm being sour or wdv but sometimes when i ask, "omg so fun! How come nvr call me?!" Obviously i'd prefer to be thr or wdv but since it's over i'm actually ok with it. And then people say, "orh i thought u busy ma." No kidding leh. U have time to drive me out and u say this type of thing. It's like u purposefully exclude JUST SO. that i dont know... seem less cool?! Childish.) but anw yes the friends who love me. Appreciate their understanding. Thank them for their patience. Love them for never giving me up.
But ahh, i am reminded about the post in Taiwan that i wrote about being lonely forever.
Ps, yay people actually hang amd use the Marvel keychain/necklace i bought from hongkong!!! 几感动一下~
laughed at 10:44:00 AM