Tuesday, January 29
i feel that i've been overposting on facebook nowadays. ok i generally overpost compared to other people but this few days i really feel i am overdoing it.
but it's not that i keep trying to think of things to post also.
it's just that i have many random, facebook-worthy thoughts these days HAHA. budden i wanna stagger my posts so that i dont look like i sooooo dont have a life. but then i forget my epic wanted-to-post posts. I HATE THAT FEELING. i freaking hate that part.
wts justin just pissed me off but i am going to forgive him cos he's our SISTAR and i've been pissed off worse by other people before. much worse.
grr ok but now that that is over.
i havent been blogging in a long loooooong time. i really very peifu those people who can really make an effort to blog everyday like COFFshaoyingCOFFlamlamCOFF. and i was the one who said i wanted to make an effort like 1 post a day even if it's a photo. pui #inconsistent HAHAHHA
so what have i been busy with hmm.... tbh, i donch know! ok i'm just going to use facebook to update myself lol.
well i performed at exposeeeeee!! damn cool i loved the repertoire but i think i didnt do it justice (bao HAHAH JIINN) like it was so much better in practise. sigh after so many years in choir, you might think that i'd have gotten over my stage fright already but nah, not yet. jam band members are really cool also. like for the expose one, jeremiah is damn sick with his guitar, acoustic or electric. but we like abit awkward HAHAH. then dudley is damn onz about everything. but i think he may be getting too stressed nowadays. haha what a waste, he was always so cheerful. hope he finds some time for himself soon HAHAH. then ian well, dont really know him yet. so meanwhile the rest of us are just waiting for cult night to come closer so we'll freak out and start prepping.
and thanks to all who came down to support. the people who come to watch me no matter how many times they've heard me sing, the new friends i made that made an effort to come down even though we were not close then, and then the friends who came out of class just to hear me. yeahh. i really appreciate it cos like, i still think my singing sorta sucks so it helps to have some support.
heh but nowadays like singing in front of friends instead like more stressed.
speaking about stressed. wah sian i'm damn behind in tutorial. not that behind in lecture but i cannot keep it locked down. it's not that i dont find time for tutorial. it's just that everytime i sit down and try to do my work it just doesnt get done. doesnt help that the tutorials look quite foreign to me this time. sigh germaine, this is what happens when you make a plan and you dont stick to it hahaha
and contract bridge season just ended. so proud of the fact that they beat hall12! -FIREWORKS- didnt get very far in the tournament but i think it was a good fight and it's all in the game afterall right.
and then dance. wah lika sianz i really like locking but i really just cant do it well. it's like i have to start from the basics and it sucks and i have no time, no time at all. it's so difficult that it gets abit sian to learn. ohwells.
so i guess it's mainly hall activities for me this sem.
and went to charlene's birthday party. i thought it was nice to go to... met a few friends that i havent met in a long time, ate dinner which i havent eaten in a long loooong time. and it was also then that i found out that my friend(s) are getting attached omg i am genuinely for the bottom of my heart damn happy for them. not because they get attached but because i can feel that it's someone that they really like and best of all, they feelings are reciprocated. i can feel their excitement and all. and i'm glad that he or she decided to tell me. i dont see him/her often but when we do it doesnt take long to like share u know?
and i did my toes!!! AWRIGHT! super happy about it. like my mum made t he appointment for my sister and us. then when i went there i didnt know what colour to choose so that person told me that she helped me choose Candy-coloured. well, i was in my #yolo mood so i consented. hahah it wasnt such a bad risk to take anyway :D
so i was reading others' blogs these days. since they've said their share, i'll say mine. i dont like some people like to collect friends. like oh maybe i should make an extra effort to talk to this person and keep a connection. i dont get it. i talk to a person, if we click, and we're from different cliques (hahah puns) i take it that we just click. heck sometimes i dont even need to put in extra backstage effort. but i'm really bad with backstage effort anw so that doesnt matter but that is also not the point. the point is that i dont like to be collected. i dont think i am only worth to be collected. and i dont get how some people get the idea that u get close to people by knowing their secrets, by knowing things that people dont usually dont say when they first meet. what is the problem with that anw? what so just cos i tell you who i want to shoot, shag and marry then we're suddenly good friends? i like ssm but it's just the fun of it not to make friends. i dont want to be only worth a few secrets.
ohoh, me and wanyan just decorated our room!!!!!!!! it's freaking naise! anyone in hall or nearby come our room to check it out k!
ps, it's really nice to have a crush. havent had one in a long long time. #justsaying #DONTASK
pps. i got too much to say. i need to write it down soon. my journal 要开张了wor!
laughed at 5:50:00 PM