Tuesday, December 17

"Dont look back, got a new direction

I loved you once, needed protection

You're still a part of everything I do

You're on my heart just like a tattoo"

-Jordin Sparks

I rmb i used to listen to her songs all the time. During those times it was hip. like No Air, and One Step At A Time. Tattoo was personally my least favourite, like i didnt find anything to like about it but i still liked it anw. I guess it's the same when it comes to ppl huh.

There are some people whereby actually you gots nothing to like about them. but guess what, you do. you just do. and then there are those people that you think you would like alot. If you're lucky,u realise you dont like them after all, and get off scat free. No damage done. For others it's worse. you keep thinking that you like that someone and you force yourself to like them and when things turn out u lament about the failure of human relationships, u emo, harden abit, and move on. but it's a waste of time (some say it's the experience okay whatever.) if u are reeeeaaaalllyyyy unlucky, like all the wrong stars align, then you fall in love with that person. and it sucks because u think u love that person when you dont. but since you think you do, it becomes the truth, and then it's a vicious cycle where nothing is true anymore.

HAHAHAHAHAH

okay back to the topic: TATTOO.

i've been wanting to get one since like um forever. initially i wanted the white ink tattoos but there's a high chance that it will turn out horrendous. then the black tattoos came in. you know people have different ways of dealing with stress? like some want to smoke, some want to commit suicide; well one of the ways that i deal with it is to think of getting a tattoo. the closer i get to getting one, the more stressed i was HAHA weirdo sia germaine.

These two ohgod. i would actually seriously consider.

the first one is gna be damn expensive so i'm not really sure... but the second one is actually possible uh. both ripped off of tumblr of course.

The second one, the leaf one. no particular meaning. why does every tat have to have a meaning? i mean, like a tit for a tat aint it? okay that can be wrong in soooooo many ways but ohwells. anw it has no meaning. i just like it i guess.

managed to convince victoria that white tats were kewl hahaha on weds during the jcrc thingy.

VROOM

it's been more than a week since finals ended. on the day that it ended i spent the shole day with shaoying and lynn!! ate at soup restaurant, watched hunger games (OH FREAKING GOD) and went to k!!! AWESUM PAWSOM.

then friday night i went to parteh. had to let it off luh. i honestly missed it. i know people associate bad things with it and all but i swear, i'm clean. okay idk since when i went there and drank but! still clean. it was actually quite traumatizing cos idk what zoe tay did to my face or wdv. got quite abit of attention. more than usual anw. usual which is none. but still i didnt know how to deal with it. okay i'm flattered. which person wouldnt be? be it a guy or a girl. but UGH JUST LET ME FREAKING DANCE. i had this disgusted, eekish, why-did-this-happen-to-me-is-it-my-fault feeling afterwards. MEH. but it's still a good way to work out lol.

then i think i slept my weekends away,

then weds was the jcrc talk thingy, followed by syc at night. too much to say that i'm not really in a mood to say right now so i guess it's reserved for another post on another day.

finally met up with amelia jiarong and mervin. SORRY GUYS COULDNT GO TO ADVENTURE COVE COS OF I!

but i had a fun time with these guys... :')

and that's all for now i guess!