Friday, June 13
writing a post at 1am in the morning even though my eyes can barely open and i need to get up at 630am tomorrow.
it's for my checkups. i hate checkups. they bring you so many whatifs and waiting.
ran again after 1 week. running is really quite bad uh. i can feel it in my knees already. the back of my knee is hurting. and the big toe of my other leg is hurting and idek why HAHA
i cant fit loosely into my red dress anymore. the one i wore to sing summertime sadness cos there was "i've got my red dress on tonight" in the lyrics which i totally screwed up and the jamband ppl totally didnt think it was a red dress.
the auntie today told me that my legs are suffering from water retention. that's the lazy way of reassuring myself not to diet and work out HAHA. i would love to think that i am suffering from something leading to my horrendous thighs but nah. and she asks if i stand alot. ironically i stand cause i try to take every opportunity i can to work out. and apparently when u stand for too long the water goes to your legs because gravity. i mean, she said it with such gusto idk if she's right.
this requires too much planning. or should i go ahead and just do it? why is this so difficult omg.
laughed at 1:05:00 AM